I am not the man you thought I was
I am not the man you thought I was
I am not the man you made of me

I am not the name you gave to me
I am not thee name you gave to me
I am not the name you know me by

I won’t give up; I won’t show my belly to the dogs
That hound me when I’m sleeping, dreaming
Of the things I could have done, I should have said
I would have wanted only, if only, I...

If you lead I will follow you and
If you need I will follow through
I’ll write my name into the sandstone
With a Sharpie marker

If you lead I will follow you and
If you need I will follow through
I’ll write my name into the sandstone
With a Sharpie marker

I don’t know how; I don’t want to remember shadows
Stalking still when I am living, learning better
All my mistakes have brought me here, have taught me
More and got me closer, so close now, I...

If you have the will the way will come
If you know the way, then you will
Sketch the edges of my dreams
And paint them black and blue

If you have the will the way will come
If you know the way, then you will
Sketch the edges of my dreams
And paint them black and blue

I am not the man you thought I was
I am not the man you thought I was
I am not the man you made of me

I could be more
I am not that man
I am not, I am not